Sean The War Witch

Gazing up at the sky I take a deep breath Smelling the scents of life. Breathing in the essence of starlight Taking it all in I see a rhino, An Elephant, A mighty warrior, An evil sorcerer. Gazing up at the sky I see all I know love, happiness, kindness I take it all in Gazing up at the sky I see a light A deep luminescence of delight A bright substance bringing down its beauty I see it all, take it all in. Gazing up at the sky I dream a dream A dream of love Of bright light Of levity Of passion I want it all I want to absorb it Gazing up at the sky I play I feel the breeze on my wet face Rain pouring down Dancing in the night naked Taking it all in. Gazing up at the sky I die. I die. Gazing up at the sky I know all.

I tiptoe through the glade Gathering the magick to me Bending its will to me Bringing my soul to bear. Bleeding it all dry Tiptoeing all the way I tiptoe towards a Willow Breaking my skin open as me skin touches the ground Breathing in and out. I tiptoe closer to the tree Brandishing my soul to bear Bleeding out all my hopes and fears. Taking a step back with the force of wind and will I tiptoe forward gazing into the beautiful moonlight. Breathing in all the scents around me Not caring what everyone sees Breaking the binding on my mortal coil Brandishing my fire. Brandishing my desire Brandishing my very sex. I tiptoe around you Bringing a trail of fear behind me Bringing my heart in my hand still beating Blood dripping down my sleeve I tiptoe around you I let it all go I tiptoe upwards toward the magick I bring it to bear Throwing my fist in the air Letting the Moonlight take in my beating heart Breathing in the metallic essence Bending all to my wi

How dare you tell me my destiny How dare you cultivate my life force How dare you think you know what's best How dare you use me How dare you blaim me for your own failures How dare you bring your hatred to the fold How dare you! I bring my own destiny I decide I decide what I am I decide who I wish to be I bring forth my own power not you How dare you undermine my faith How dare you think what's best for me How dare you tell me my destiny How dare you ever hurt me With your words, your faith, your woe begotten face How dare you think you matter I am stronger then you ever will be I am light I am beautiful I am a force to be reckoned with How dare you think you could ever stop me I am and I will ever be I am a Witch!  Bring it on!

I'm coming for you Oh yes I am I'm going to fuck you up and make you bleed I'm going to make you cry with insanity I'm going to nail you to my head board Oh yes I AM coming for you I will make you scream with ecstasy  I will  scratch you with a hot iron I will make you scream oh yes I am coming for you You think you can handle this but oh no I will make you bleed Crimson Death I'm coming for you What will you do when I shove the knife in your back Your a little whiny bitch Think you can handle it all I'm coming for you I will make you delirious with drugs I will build a tower to your immaturity I will make you quake with anticipation of dying Oh yes Yes Yes!!! I'm coming for you I'm going to make you mine Oh yes!  Your going to be my little tied up gift Death will love your infinite smiling face I will knock out your very breath with my sword I will damage the existence you walk on I'm coming for you Oh yes I am  Always and forever I'm coming for

Chapter 3: The clearing was full of pristine ethereal glow. Sparkling and mixing with the glory of the crescent moon in the sky and twinkling stars gazing down upon the world. Always watching the story of man and the universe itself. I wasn't sure what to make of where I was thrown, but I sure wasn't in Kansas anymore. With the OZ reference going on in my head, I was still enraptured with the glory of this peaceful place. The wind breezed through caressing my face with affection. I love the wind. It touched the trees giving them a wave towards me. Flowing through the forest with intent to just spread life through out. The sprawling mountains in the west glistening. Almost winking at me. I stared in awe at the sheer magnitude of the place. Bracing myself with determination I made my way to the hill and the weeping willow. I just felt completely drawn some sort of deja vu persisted though, making me wonder if there was a memory locked away. I wasn't sure if I wanted to

Chapter 2: I gazed down at the clock on my radio in my car for like the millionth time it seemed like anyway. It said 7:20 p.m. I rubbed my fingers on my forehead starting to get a little head ache waiting in this insane traffic for some reason. I was on I - 75 going north to get home since I needed to get home fast and change to go out. But, of course, there had to be an accident or something blocking all this traffic since I've been waiting for almost 30 minutes now. I gazed at my cell again waiting for a text from Clara. Nothing. I had texted her several minutes ago letting her know that I was going to be late going out and I was stuck in traffic. "She's probably getting ready, like I should be." I said to myself outloud. Gosh, I do that a lot. I gazed at the radio clock again and said fuck it and turned on my radio. I played with the channels trying to find some good music to play. I hit country station and turned that fast. I have nothing against country,

Chapter One: Some amazing stories begin with a tale of adventure and mysticism, even a powerful curse that decimates a town or people, you know like Atlantis. Well, I am here to tell you that this one starts with an annoying ringing in my ears of a truly evil device instead. It causes pure pain and anger to a massive degree that you just have to grab and throw. An evil device invented to be a pure agent of evil.....an alarm clock. The buzz buzz of the thing woke me up in the morning. I rolled over to grab the thing before it gave me a pounding head ache and shut it off. I looked down to the four legged animal staring at me with big black eyes, my dog Apollo. He is an adorable Chihuahua, miniature pincer mix. Beautiful dog at that. "I hate mornings too buddy." I said scratching his head. I role back over for a minute and stare at the ceiling petting Apollo for a good minute or two and then I rolled back and started to get up to get ready for work. Don't get me wro

Well....I had a dream recently, last night to be specific, and in this dream I was nowhere to be found and I was following two people as a third party watching them fall in love and what happens next. It was all of a romeo and Juliet stand point in this dream. It starts with the two love birds having another date where the guy and girl kiss and make out for a rather good while in a school. Still not quite sure what to make of the school not sure if it was a college or a high school to be exact actually, but they where in a back classroom storage area. The classroom was the storage area. They were just finishing and about to say the magic words "I love you", when they were interrupted with some loud noises outside the classroom, with lights turning on and flashlights all around. They keep quiet and move quickly, thinking they were caught by someone from the school, so they move to the door and gaze out of the small window on the door. What they saw confused them because ther

So if you didn't know I have been on a journey of self discovery and new beginnings of self discovery! So in this long journey I have found that music speaks to me just as crystals do! Music has its own language that can make you think, feel, and just plain have fun! New sounds and imagiges with some of those sounds can happen a bright new insight into yourself and your surroundings. I have found that music can be a most beautiful outlet. So with this in mind I have also made some beautiful friends and one of these wonderful creatures went to what is called Fairecon; and at Fairecon there is a band called Faun. And thanks to him I have found this band. I knew of Faun and have heard of it of course but have never actually sat and listened to it, until now. After hearing Faun, I was enraptured with them. The slow and fast tempos that go up and down, the wonderful macabre to their music that instills mysticism into my very soul makes it resonate with just sheer wonder and happin

I have had a lot of experiences with meditation and I can tell you it is amazing! I have gone through many journeys to find my Spirit Guardian. I was so excited when I did he is the Midnight Dragon. When I meditate now, after I found me Guardian and friend, I always go to this beautiful hillside. It is surrounded by a field of tall grass and woods in the distance! There is one gorgeous willow tree in the middle of the hill looking down on everything like a majestic king of trees. And when I get there I look to my right and i find myself now with my Staff. It's on my hands ready to be used for anything! When I first started to meditate it was the gorgeous glade with my King of Trees looking down upon me and nothing but grass around, but now there is nothing but grassy field with a forest all around it! And I never used to have my Staff either as well, but now I have it. No matter how hard I tried to have my Staff with me it never showed, but I noticed as I have gotten so powerfu

I'm not okay, I really am not Every time I look in the mirror I don't see what I wanted to be I just see some sort of monster I see something full of pain I'm not okay at all I cant understand up from down or right from wrong I'm not okay with myself I'm not okay with you I cant handle this at all I'm not okay when you leave me I may put on a brave face, but we both know its a lie I'm not okay at all I'm not okay with myself I'm full of self hate and loathing I hate everything about me and you I have so much rage I'm not okay and neither are you I cant handle it anymore I want this pain and sadness and hate to go away I cant handle love at all I hate it I hate myself I hate you I hate anything and everything I'm not okay with this at all I'm not okay when you leave or walk out I'm not okay when you breath I'm not okay with you speaking I'm not okay with you taking up space at all I'm jus

Well I got to have the pleasure of finally getting to see my family! You never know what you miss until you are almost 2 hours away! The thing is family is a very precious commodity in life, you can either choose your family or your family can choose you, or your stuck with the ones you have. And the major thing is sometimes you luck out and the ones you are "stuck" with are the ones that do there damnedest to make sure you are taken care of and do their hardest to do whats best for you. I have never appreciated this fact for the longest time actually, I never fully understood the significance of family.  Family can mean many different things to many different people.  A family of friends. A family of blood. A family of circumstances. All these are signifanct of their own. They have people drawn together for support and love. Love is the key to family. Whether some do realize it or not your family does love you in a way that you may not see yet, but it is t

A Chilling Dream: Chapter 1 By: Sean He stared out his window, pondering upon the rain splattering on the sill. His thoughts turned dark like they usually did wondering, always wondering, if he screwed up or hurt someone without knowing it, but still not sure why he even thinks upon those thoughts in the first place. The rest of his thoughts were, most times, of his suicide, but, luckily, he was a coward when it came to that. He thought of it and hurt himself at times, sometimes the people around him, just like they hurt him. He always seemed to pull through no matter how bad his twisted and painful pondering took him. He continued to rove over the landscape taking in the highway just at the end of the road. Gazing at the rain as it began to flood the yard and staring at the flashing sky. He had always found a fascination with the lightening and the sky and the blissful wind and rain. He always had hope when he felt the rush of the wind upon his face, making his insides gl